SKY have blog

2011-04-23T21:56:00.000-07:00

time for update!! i am currently working in east coast alone....

School reopen le... most of my friends are going back to sch study... playing... have fun... i guess i am the lonely person that have nothing to do at all and try to get back in school to have some fun... SPCMCC!! thank for giving so much so much.... i learn to be a better person... a better leader... a better speaker.... and place to play keyboard... i think you are the one i miss

However i need to leave this place... I need to find another better place... a better home... is just a matter of time only...

People who are reading this... i am enlisting on 7/6/2011... time to say goodbye.... SPCMCCian i know you guys can do a better job then before... so jia you... remember to update me!! if i can join i will sure join de... although i miss the camp already...

random!!

2011-04-14T08:33:00.000-07:00

Finally my 1st driving lesson in the morning.... going around the neighborhood... whoa!! guess guess guess...
What i wanted do the most when i am in driver sit???

My dear dear didn't sleep last night and came to my house.... refer to her blog http://feifeifeiyun.blogspot.com/... and sleep whole day in my house!!! hahaha then we having lunch @5pm... oh gosh... then came back continue sleep... the most funny things was i took out my guitar(lala) and sing sang sung.... until she is awake... hahahaa we had some laugh with the english song i sang... really have a great time.... hehehe

haiz... school is going to reopen soon... i hope things won't change that much after that... friends are still friends and girlfriend is still my girlfriend...

hahah what am i saying?? no emo sky after i meet feiyun <3!!

保护。。。

2011-04-04T10:15:00.000-07:00

保护。。。

一生中有没有人说过这句话：‘我想保护你！’ 或者是你有想保护的东西？

我听到了。。。虽然没明说但我却听到了。。。
而且我也有想要保护的东西。。。虽然我知道保护会让它不被成长，保护可能会演变互相伤害。。。
可是保护最重要的人，事，物，能让自己心灵有所安定。。。因为担心才想保护。。。因为有爱才能保护。。。

就像妈妈保护儿女。。。就像人们保护地球。。。
就像facebook有密码保护着。。。。

我的读者。。。珍惜你身边的人，事，物吧。。。珍惜也是一种保护。。。

long time no see....

2011-03-29T10:05:00.000-07:00

is about 6 months long that i never see him... finally he is back in singapore of this short 2 weeks... and he return last tueday without telling us... damn... anyway he is one of my bestfriend... and we have 10 years of buddy relationship.... hehe...

we play pool... we saw SOMETHING!?!?... we eat durians... we eat ba chor mee... we chit chat... from what happen to my life to what happen to his life... plan for his 2weeks holiday... games...SNSD to ASB48 <--- (is a japan band that have 48 hot girls from the age 17 - 24)... to tsunami... soccer EPL... WWE hahahahaha...

well when i reach home someone already sleeping without telling me... deardear next time sleep le please tell me :(

I "hacked" into you account!

2011-03-27T23:15:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHA HIIIII.
我是feiyun!!!
LOL seriously, sky damn bastard.
He asked if i want to hack into his account.
Then he actually log in to here infront of me ._.
So im not a hacker. I was asked to do it haha!

Okay im glad that this blog is going to survive again (Y)
So you better not make it dead again :D

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

okay byebye!

Going to blog more often!!!

2011-03-27T09:51:00.000-07:00

poly over le.... waiting for NS... mean i have more time...

therefore i am going to blog more often... i made some changes le... those who found my blog please leave message on the tagbox.. let me know who is actually reading... i will try to put you in my friends list de...

~sky~
怕安静~羅志祥

1 more month to go :(

2011-02-08T07:00:00.000-08:00

who will still be my friend after my poly life?!?!? although i know quite a number of brother and sister in school but i dun think i can brought any of then out after my absent in school... think we will slowly become hi&bye friend or even a msn icon with nick.... however there are some of the poly friends i know i want to remember that was the whole meaning of this blog... is going to be a long long list....

start from my class:

ping hwee! thank for driving me around for this past 3 years i have make you top of my class list... is really nice to have you in class telling LAME jokes... and as my FYP buddy if not the project confirm gone case... next time if i own a car we can go Lim Teh... with yong qiang ar ah da ar... hahaha provide i own a car la...haha

ChuanQin & JuikYong... thank for telling me not to give up and all the notes you have passed to me when i began to be lazy @ year 2...

yong qiang... thank for being so outstanding in the class!!!! and wedding dinner remember me!!!

Ryan & yi xuan... year 2 was fun with you all... and yi xuan!! if still cannot find bf can find me, PH and ryan out for movie :)

CMCC peeps:

Wilson... how is your army life??? miss you sooo much... thank alot for all the jokes and fun you have share with us... although we have not contact for like 3-4 months le but you are still top of my list when i think of cmcc... buddy!! let meet up some days after my exam... and Wahyin: Borrow me for 1 day can??? haha...

YongSheng... thank for the craps and jokes!! and your 大道理... and your keyboard skill... because of you i start to learn keyboard... and playing keyboard and singing with you really make my day... and i think we will never have any chance to do that again after poly so will sure those days de...

MingWei... mingwei!! you are like my older brother to me!! hahaha remember those day when we are MC-ing in year 1 and 2 FOcamp... WE ARE FULL OF CRAP... fun hanging out with you!! haha anything call me and ask me out ok??? let sing let dance let do the popping locking again!!! haha

Kaisen... see your name remind me of mosterhunter... L4D... L4D2... haha and guitar!! because of you i learn to play guitar... although i am not that good... miss singing with you oso... let go kbox next time... and we can still hunt all day long...

there are still a long list... let see when i am free

A day with alot of 1

2011-01-11T05:57:00.000-08:00

Today is 1/11/11 and today is our 1 month and 1 day...
i shall blog what going on ytd..

ytd we celebrate our 1st month... and we wake up very early that day so we both dun really have mood... haha we spend time together, watch 'ghost must be crazy' together, of cause is seat number 13 and 14... or else we dun watch!! haha, walk in the rain together, chat together and get sick together... haha

Thank for the 1st month present i like it very much...but i never do anything for you... maybe next month!! haha

我知道一辈子对你我来说太遥远
但现在的我知道我爱你，你爱我就够了。

11:11 i wish we both will be a happy happy couple no matter what happen!!!

Happy 1 month!!

2011-01-05T06:17:00.000-08:00

i think my blog has slowly become my dear blog... hehe
Happy 1 month... in another 5 days... i trying to write this early cause i wanna to write more about her :)

5/1/2011

this is from yesterday... we went movie together... watching 'Hello stranger'... this is our third movie and we got all the same number placing seat no13 and no14... i told her because 一生一世。。but she said 恶心！lol actually i am very angry de... but i know this is her way to react those mushy words... i like it actually... the way she react is really SO CUTE!! hehe...

today i act blur the 10th of jan that is our 1st month actually wanna test you remember anot... coz you are always FORGETFUL!!! but 弄巧反拙！！thenn got bully by the SPMAC gals... haiz... gonna to call my dear dear later!!!

6/1/2011

walking your fav path back to yun's home... the path seem shorter and shorter!! althought we walk slower but still seem shorter...

Our path is just started, in future we have longer path, more different roads path, more harder path... wish that we can walk together as long as we could...

7/1/2011

haiz something happen today and my gf is emo... saw her blog... maybe i am not good euff...

8/1/2011

my dear dear wanna me to sleep early... that why no time to write long long for my dear...

9/1/2011

i am working in streetwave after 1 month of break... and have euff time to write a longer post...

she is a very caring person... she can wei le bang peng you can 7+ jiu wake up le... she is a good girlfriend... cause she always think she is not good euff
she is a cute girl... cause she is damn cute!!
she is dramatic.... got hundred of face expression...
she is a pig... cause she keep saying herself pig (i will never say that><)
she is a pretty gal... cause i say so!!
she always cheng qiang... even when she is tired, she still try to help others
she is 口硬心软...esp when there is people and friends around
she 爱顶嘴...她爱惨了.
she is forgetful... forget what i told her and ask me repeat...
she love to cry... but i dun like to see her cry

but but but... i love her, i love the way she is!!...

10/1/2011

happy 1 month my dear... i finally can post this out le... haha hope you enjoy with me later... love you <3

Best Christmas ever!!

2010-12-26T00:54:00.000-08:00

I had a best Christmas ever

finally not sleeping through the count down but to enjoy it with my frens and love one

Is Christmas eve and 2 weeks with my <3
and she wrote me a letter....
i am so happy because i thought i wouldn't have any :)
Reply to the letter:
Thank girlfriend for
Entering into my life
giving me so much happiness
spending time with me
tolerating me in anyway
loving me so much <3

and we will spend more Christmas together!!!

i am a straightforward person
i hope you will understand....

我回来了....

2010-12-15T08:56:00.000-08:00

我带着满满的爱回到了这个部落格,我想感谢一个人,她的名叫:赵妃韵!!

感谢我参加了SPMAC!认识了很多人.
感谢我没有半途放弃了他们,
感谢让我遇到了你!
感谢让我爱上了你!
也感谢让你遇到了我...

我爱你!

2010-04-11T23:22:00.001-07:00

Always just getting mad at you, that was me
i haven't done anything for you, i'm sorry
Never listening to what you had to say
And always just making you cry every day, that me

i'm sorry that you met a person like me
Not receiving love and only leaving behind hurt
i'm sorry i'm sorry
i know that i cannot live without you
Finally now...

Scoldings to not skip a meal
I cannot hear those anymore
Your letter and picture is still inside my drawer
Although it means nothing anymore
But i can't forget you

Although you are not next to me anymore
but i suppose you are holding another person and loving them
What can i do? What can i do?
I know that i cannot live without you
Finally now...

I suppose you have erased me now
I suppose you are happy loving another person now
What can i do? What can i do?
I know i cannot live without you
Finally now

爱情。友情。亲情

2010-03-01T09:58:00.000-08:00

那一天，我有了一个机会能在短短的时间内拥有了爱情，友情和亲情。。。可那只是梦。

我曾经放弃了爱情，失去了友情但我却无时无刻拥有亲情。有人说:"爱情在左，友情在右，而左右的定位就是以亲情来作为标准与界线。" 我曾以为爱情是一切，友情是路过而亲情是里所当然的。可我发现，亲情是一种深度，友情是一种广度，而爱情则是一种纯度。

亲情是一种不求回报的附出从始到终永远相伴人的一生，也是唯一而不能更改的。

友情是随着人的成长过程结识不同层次不同类的人，比如身边的朋友，同学，同事等。而他们会互相帮助，互相提醒。

爱情是一种桥粱，是友情和亲情的桥梁。也是我最难懂得一个情感，我还没领悟到可是却拥有过。。。如果要用爱情来做诗，三万遍都写不完。

人生三大情感：亲情、友情、爱情。。。套一句话 “人生一世，亲情、友情、爱情三者缺一，已为遗憾；三者缺二，实为可怜；三者皆缺，活而如亡！”（刘心武语）

Finally thinking of updating

2010-02-24T22:46:00.000-08:00

Oh My God!!! OMG!! i didn't update for these 2 months... that seem long... haha

Just recover from chickenpox... have been staying home these 2weeks... feel so rot at home... but at least i am free now... because of that i Miss one of my exam... Engineering Math3... retake on my next sem i think... by then i already forget everything le... haizzzz..

Clear one paper and one more to go... hope i can get good result for everything... Next sem will be a busy year for me i guess...haha... the only thing i can is to chiong chiong chiong... will come back to update more de... so catch up with me... going to study now... although don't have the mood... but still need to study... tml last paper le... but not feeling any happy... why??? haiz...

2010... season for love...

2010-01-02T01:50:00.000-08:00

你问我　你眼中　我看到什么
我回答　隐形眼镜　还有一个　帅到翻的我
我问你　你眼中　你爱我什么
你总是　钓我胃口　故作神秘　爱说不说

男生都这样　爱耍坏　行为举止　挑战我的忍耐
女生才是　有够奇怪　心里永远　那么多Why

In your eyes　发现一种东西叫爱　(因为爱所以我们存在)
In your eyes　看见生活多么精彩　(因为有你才会精彩)
看着你　我眼神离不开　早被你打败
其实你悄悄变成　我的最爱

My love is for you
吃醋　撒娇　生气　耍赖　是你的专利　让你来
疼我　爱我　让我　为我　这些小事情　让你来
只要　让你(我)愉快
就算耍冷　下不了台
我全都愿意　都是因为爱

我问你　你眼中　透露些什么
你笑着　保持沉默　让我期待　你的承诺

My love is for you
请闭上眼睛　坏蛋　你想做什么
哪有做什么　你的小计谋　才不可能　骗倒我

喔　你的眼睛　也累了　该休息一下
就让我　趁这个机会　靠近你　吻你一下

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL... HOPE YOU CAN FIND YOUR LOVE ONE THIS YEAR AND EVERYONE STAY HAPPY IN THE YEAR 2010...

I AM VERY HAPPY :)

圣诞结!!!

2009-12-25T05:41:00.000-08:00

圣诞节在过多两个小时就要无声的结束了，热闹的城市就要慢慢的安静了。

这圣诞夜我想了很多。。。伤心的，开心的，生气的，欢欣的，不快乐的，好笑的，想哭的，还有很多很多的。在这一年里发生了好多事，好多是人与人不合的，是我的价值关有问题吗?还是我越来越不了解我自己?

我相信我变了。。。

我认为改变并不是一件坏事，像叶子在秋天掉落一样，是个不变的原理。

Is a bad start of my holiday...

2009-12-13T05:27:00.000-08:00

yeah... EVERYONE is holiday... but for my holiday is not going to be a usual one... and is a bad start of it... YES!! i sprain my leg... and jason took me to see doctor... OMG doctor said my leg is HOPELESS!!! cause i actually never go and take care of my leg... and due to prolong using it... my right leg finally break down... and i got a basktball competition tomorrow...

Still thinking wanna to play anot??

Next AP is a headach... keep disturbing my weekend... thinking how to prefect it... programme ar... culture ar... officer ar... headach...headach...HEADACH!!! (However when you see this entry you still need to report it to me... even when i am stress)

ok... my life... dun why feel down at some point of time... maybe feel so helpless about something... i can't really tell you what make me feel so emo... cause i also didn't understand why i feel like that... hehe... got one song quite suit me now... (why am i smiling onto com so nature when i msn you???)

Back @ Friday

2009-12-06T06:20:00.001-08:00

Everyone know that i am having MST this week... taking a break promise to blog more once my paper has finish!!! Wait for me to come back... Yeah!!!

Pre-MST week....

2009-11-28T23:31:00.000-08:00

Its Sunday!!! and MST is starting in another 8days.... stress!! wanted to perform well this time... gonna to put in alot more hard work.. let see... i still have a meeting and training to attend next week... after that study is my top priority... *SKY CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG*...

海派甜心插曲 - 愛不單行(羅志祥)
歌名 - 愛不單行
找不到人說心裡的寂寞
找不到人都怕變得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以後
很多人都笑我一個人過生活

愛只有簡單筆畫
卻比想像複雜恨安定愛變化
我愛過幾個人也被愛過幾遍
卻還是沒能將幸福留下

愛是不可輸的嗎
為何我還相信她不是獨行俠
我在等一個人在等我的永恒
告訴我愛不單行別害怕

用不完身邊氾濫的自由
開始怕孤單是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人為何在天黑以後
還是寧願回到愛情那個枷鎖

愛只有簡單筆劃
卻比想像複雜恨安定愛變化
我愛過幾個人也被愛過幾遍
卻還是沒能將幸福留下

＊愛是不可輸的嗎
為何我還相信她不是獨行俠
我在等一個人在等我的永恒
告訴我愛不單行別害怕＊

我在等一個人
(讀)：在等我的永恒
告訴我愛不單行相信它

Sunset or Sunrise??? the choice is yours!!! tag your answer!!!

Is the YEAH season!!

2009-11-24T05:42:00.000-08:00

Yeah!!! random abit... i want to try this out so people please bear with it...

早晨。。。

是个新一天的开始~ 也是前一天的结束；

火车。。。

会带你去遥远的国土~ 但却离开了熟悉的家园

人类啊! 永远是个多情的动物，拥有的，失去的，总可以用时间沫去，再用心里的那把毛笔为人生再次添上色彩。

遗忘，真的是人们的死穴吗? 或着只是掩饰自己的面具

好，坏，就不能站在一块，就不能看两面吗?

我只好遗忘；好难

Resting...

2009-11-22T01:51:00.000-08:00

I am tired of all the good and bad things happen around me... i tired to ignore... but i can't... they are better then me... Things just changes too fast and i can't keep up the pace... i need a break... i wan to go for holiday suddenly... where i can hide for some time... relax myself and stop thinking for awhile...

This few days chionging L4D2... it was so fun la... and i think i am addicated to it... Ho-no i keep forget about MST... might stop playing for awhile and start studying... i may form a study team... let go study(Yeah!!) ... I somehow let go le... is hard but is fast... (yeah!!) BBQ with streetwave is fun... enjoy being with them...(yeah!!) Watched 'My Girlfriend is an agent'... is funny... worth watching...(Yeah!) Not euff sleep... on weekdays but enjoy sleep on saturday (12hrs yeahs)... even now enjoy my new working place... is so cooling and relax(yeah!!) although this week abit cui for me but hope next week will be a better week(Yeah!!)

Those who read my blog and hope for a better day tomorrow yell yeah with me...(Yeah!!) you can tag to let me know u yelled(Yeah!!)

sky is back....

2009-11-14T21:26:00.000-08:00

yoyoyo... sky is back!!! 天空回来了。。。 Everything is back to normal... cause i dun really care and had an answer to it... Regret ... no more...

Now inside our new store.... Streetwave still so rocks!! And i had to work overtime today... can't attend someone birthday party... feel bad about it... anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIMUN!!!.... nice nice nice... no no no... wait... everyone... something is not good happening... i am soooooooooo broke... haha... spend to much yesterday... let recall...

yesterday was out with jason at 1st... fix my psp($12/=) cause the screen protecter irrated me by coming out... and i bought a new blue T-shirt ($35/=) because i dun like what i am wearing that day... Jolin & Genki join us then they had their lunch at Han's... cause i was eaten so i call a yinyang ($2.20/=) then shopping with them.. Bought a movie ticket 2012 @11.50pm($10/=) when it was only 4.30pm evening due to the full book... After buying movie ticket i had a craving for Old Chung Kee puff... so i called one($1.20) ... shop shop shop... Dinner($16/=)... then go play lan($2.10) and the counter gal so really chio... GRADE A+++!! (Issac : Is better then what you see in the show!!) and the movie was damn nice... 5 star show... then home sweet home.. reach home about 4am... and gonna work at 8am tml... less then 3hrs of sleep... damn...

Some pictures... enjoy

Friendship!!

2009-11-08T01:05:00.000-08:00

I have things to say... i dun care is it going to hurt anyone but i just have to fight for my own will... ok.. things start to be serious let me cool it down 1st...

I appreciate lot of my friends like my best friends jason, rodney and yuping they really stand by me... and understand me... although i being selfish and busy with school works, CCAs, poly friends... Those who supported and joked with me along the way... course friends, cca's friends, company's friends, everyone... thank you... I promise sky won't forget you all de...

Next to those that have give up on me... i know i suck to the bottom of the core... and know that my trust is no longer there anymore... and maybe i am more than a stranger only... but i had tried to talk... even being nice... and still no forgiven is granted... i dunno how many sorry i need to say... but the result is so disappointed... i am tired... trying to act not myself was really tough...but still i will be forgive and forget... i hope they will forgive me soon... or let me know what i do wrong...

friendship is harder then i though this time round...
Bad at expressing myself....

Miss those days

Monday too blues for sky

2009-11-02T08:55:00.000-08:00

yeah!! this is the 1st time i blog on Monday cause i got things to say...

6hrs + facing the com was no joke today... and i was left like 2 chapters of tutorial not done... need to find time go do le... and after that i sleep though the 40min of the lesson... Surprising i still keep up after i was awake... Last minute i have to take care of the vocal lesson... sorry Lester and my team.. have to PS you all again.. try to make up on wed...anyway is raining season... i do a research on forecast ytd... it seem like it's going to rain everyday until Thursday...For Issac i hope it won't rain on Saturday too... but in case... a backup plan will be much appropriate... **TouchWood///

Went to eat with my friends... one of my friend driving a BMW... temped...think i have to wait long long till i buy car... haha...

Just read a blog... feel so helpless i can't do anything for her... for club... for everyone...

For her... it gonna be cold this few days... remember to bring ya jacket... dun catch the flu ok? (wonder will she read my blog???) haha.... RANDOM!!!

ok stop here!!

Let the words remain un-say...

2009-11-01T01:57:00.000-07:00

Halloween is the wildest hit this week... everyone seem to talking about it... some people have already plan what to do for the next Halloween season... To me.. yeah having fun this weekend..

Let the words remain un-say... tired of explaining things... toward friendship or relationship i will be tired very fast... so let it be and live with it... feel like K-ing someone please jio me...

i think i will blog frequency next time.. alot of thing lazy to write.. keep short.. upload photo later

update!!! 1st week of sch....

2009-10-25T01:54:00.000-07:00

This week of school is pretty up and down...

I got pretty much to say... but i think i will be turn down again... being a listener is not a easy task... especially in a big group... A wrong statement may lead to alot of misunderstanding... Actually i begin to be tired... i can't even manage friendship now... In one of the group i began to be very quiet... can't enter to their topic... feel so left out... but i know is my fault... i am the one who have started it... i dunno too... i think i wanna to be alone for some time...

On the other hand i wanna to thank someone... yuping and jason... they really have the power to make me smile again... especially yuping... she know i am down even though i act nothing... thank ping... jason too... cheer mi up in facebook... thank thank...

D&D finally ended... i think i dun make any comment here... alot of people having fun... so let end it with a smile... :)

Fail by lip seal...

2009-10-17T22:07:00.000-07:00

dun dare... dun dare... my lip is seal again... by a force...

no one will know how hurt am i... This is the first time though of giving up without telling her... like my effort wasted and throw into dustbin... i know someone will laugh at me... i am just a fool... feel so empty... this year is just like a curse to me... i am tired... i need to rest...

Sorry...sorry to my friends like Airpo... WACKYS... jason, rodney... i know our time together has been lesser... i know is my fault...about D&D oso... forgive me... i will try to catch up what i had lost...

i dunno what happen to me... feel so lost... feel so empty... school reopen tml... hope everything will be fine...

全世界不懂無所謂

Workshop, change of fate and night review....

2009-10-04T04:40:00.000-07:00

Workshop was fun... love the people there... although i think i screw up cause i actually back out when i was on stage... but Learning will never stop... control of my temper improve... i learn to accept that people are not me... even i am doing the mistake... Nobody will be prefect... or is prefect... so tired after the workshop... this is the first time i actually sleep in Friday kmob... and light off before 1am...

Next day was Milo birthday... need to wake up early in the morning to take back PA system from ming wei... and got to know one of his friend , Misty, felt that her vocal really nice... then meet others people at Msquare to catch a movie called... (erm..) Something about the meatball and scientist(PS: Lazy to think..) then when to Aston for dinner... Although is a surprise but somehow milo know about it from the start thank to kelly... haha... Milo is so regret about it...he told us aftermath... was so tired while eating... sang 4x happy birthday song... for milo, leonard, joedi and Vanessa...after that go watch the fountain at Suntec...took alot of pictures... after sending everyone home we went to senbawang for a nice chat... reach home next morning... then work... then ton again... haha...

Updates.....

2009-09-27T02:31:00.000-07:00

This week goes so fast... until now i still dun have the mood for school... wish time can go slower...

TUE:

Eating Yuki Yaki again with Issac, huiyun, grace, kiat seng, leonard, vanessa, renjie... was having much fun there... then after the dinner we went to play pool... i really want to admit that leonard is too good in playing pool... he is different level from us... PRO!! After senting huiyun off have a chat with them... and we miss 2 buses that can reach AMK...that made us reach home really late...
(PS: Leonard fault!!)

WED:

Although feel like going out that day... but no one has reply for my date... so stay at home ROT** watching video from youtube... like MV, cartoon, X factor and more...

THUR:

Going school eat lunch with Wilson and Leonard... Leonard then goes off for his date... Slacked in club house... kiat seng appear... then play piano until YongSheng came dragging us to eat again... go back club house to set up piano... Go mob play Wii... Dinner at Longjohn...L4d that night... Home late again...

FRI:

Go school... Cause outing cancel... and club house slack... only got me, huiyun and Xgrace...waiting for more ppl to come for lunch... renjie came... KFC for lunch... Issac came... share his problem... Kmob and ton top1 that night
(PS: lazy to write le...)

After listen to his problem felt hopeless on consoling people like him... Fear that i will just scold him for nothing... Fear that it will remind my past... I dun wan to think again... trying to act strong... Although i overcome it already... is not bleeding anymore... not worth to think anymore... but story like this just make me feel uncomfortable... shut my ears while listening...

Thinking of her smile made me ease my pain...

想做你的天。

2009-09-20T10:01:00.000-07:00

李玖哲 - 做你的天

你坐在我身邊我的天我想我會失眠
想暫停時間親你的臉你才不會發現

舍不得和你說再見一秒都浪費
你每個表情那么新鮮
催著我快一點再多愛你一些

做你的天做你的晴天
幫你曬干所有眼淚
你的眼是我珍貴的寶貝

做你的天當你需要陰天
陪你安靜一整夜
別管世界怎么變我是你的天
我是你最愛那天

過了春天過了夏天我們寫下了季節
又過了秋天過了冬天我們寫下永遠

舍不得和你說再見一秒都浪費
你每個表情那么新鮮
催著我快一點再多愛你一些

做你的天做你的晴天
幫你曬干所有眼淚
你的眼是我珍貴的寶貝

做你的天當你需要陰天
陪你安靜一整夜
別管世界怎么變我是你的天

我只對你想念對你溫柔和體貼
只為你心甘情愿永遠不對你說抱歉

做你的天做你的晴天
幫你曬干所有眼淚
你的眼是我珍貴的寶貝

做你的天當你需要陰天
陪你安靜一整夜
別管世界怎么變我是你的天

我是你最愛那天
我做你的天

It a random day

2009-09-16T08:28:00.000-07:00

Today is a random day... but need to go school today... Morning my sis ask me to read a meaningful note that she hand written it... and even you are in or not in love try to read it...it goes like this:

'The greatest irony of love'

{Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that persons walks out of your life. Sometime you think you have already get over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you will suddenly realize that you are just pretending to be over them to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationship tend to fail not because the absence of love, love is always present, is just that one was being love too much and other was being love too little. As we all know that heart is on the center of the body, but it beats on the left, maybe that the reason why the heart is not always right. Often we fall in love with the person we think we are in love, but to only discover that for them, we are just passing time while the one who truly love us remains either a friend or a stranger... So there is a pieces of advice:

Let go when you are hunting too much, give up when love is not enough and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more. }

Hope everyone had enjoy reading it... treasure the one beside you and trust in your love...

My weekend!! (Read it if you feel bore..)

2009-09-13T08:45:00.000-07:00

This Weekend was like a trap for me... First ton at donald's house... reach home about 7+... after an hour of sleep i have to pull myself from bed and go off to work... Drag my feet into Toy'Rus @vivo.. start to promoted my swaveboard... But everyone seem to be interested with the YoYo things... damn and it is oppisit me... When is those YoYo thing came back to life... should put it into sleep long ago...sian half... and my sale?? damn 'zero'... and because of evelyn i bought one YoYo telling me play YoYo on swaveboard to push sale... omg.. and i believe her... haha.. stupid me...$14.90 for worthless thing... Anyway it reflash back the time when i playing Poyo (cool) that was like... erm i can't remember how old am i... haha...

Meet my 2 buddy go IT fair... my friend bought a 500G hard-disk make me so envy... saw my sis and ningzheng... teach ningzheng how to spell 'ASUS'... haha... and watch mid-night movie 'Gamer' till 2+ take cab home...zzz

Sunday is totally suck... that all... haha...

逃すことは私の生命の一部分のようである

Seeking for a change ?/!

2009-09-10T09:33:00.000-07:00

If today i don't have event or meeting i will not dare to step out of my house... because my unlucky charm is following me today... wake up late... choke on rice... bad hair day... gastric pain... and forgot to bring wallet out... until i reached MRT then i realize... sian...

BUT i found out this to be a meaningful trip after all... As i was pointed as a lighting man listening to their skid 'Seek for a Change'. Though the story i asked myself :"What am i going to change in life?"... First though thinking about my bad experiences from secondary school, i have been changing a lot to be a better man... but is this enough?... Everyone now tell me the first impression of me is... 'high', 'active' and etc... but who have really saw another part of me... 'uncertain','attention seeker','confuse'... everyone have bad point to say about.. today maybe about me... next day maybe about another person...However changes will be done, is just that we are always the last one to know... either good or worst... For the stage i am now... i am really uncertain uncertain and uncertain... i won't think myself as not good person anymore... this is at most i can done... to reach a certain stage i have to do a lot more... by not hiding myself... nor express myself... i will just stay cool, just stay high, just stay fake*... sky is still sky... I will only have to believe in myself and just be me...

For the person who think i am weird... Ya.. it is me after all.. is just my another parts of the sky... but i know what to do... i am still a simple me... things aren't going to change after all... whatever i do.. sky is still up there.. blues... Waiting...

Life could be so simple....

2009-09-07T23:17:00.000-07:00

Such a long long time i didn't had a peaceful sleep... wake up 1.30pm and bought chicken-rice for my dad and me.... and i decided to do some update....

*Surprise * Happy birthday to you huiyun...

Yesterday was like having lot of fun eating yuki yaki... joke was spammed everywhere around the atmosphere... we are in our own world that day... i keep thing about the 2 joke that day... milo telling all the waiters that help us to change the pot 'wa so man'... and huiyun treat kiatseng a wasabi sushi... which he didn't know about it... After that we go nearby catch bear bear... but was a disappointed one... hope that i can do something about it next time...

**lucky we don't need to meet in hospital

Sometime is just a simple smile on your face make me feel enlighted... i dunno how... i dunno why... i am still seeking for the answer... maybe...

Mushroom combo with onion ring

Throwing eggs into the hot pan...

Pro cooker of the day

Finally can eat some meat... opp!

She is smiling at her food...'Yeah!! finally can eat le'
When the real cooker meet the cooker of the day!

That is ice-cream pudding :pMaking ice-cream... Play with the ice-cream...
Birthday gal with a balloon
Ho no...
Birthday cake...

Happy birthday huiyun!!

finish paper.... yeah...flying

2009-09-05T02:41:00.000-07:00

Finally exam had finally finish... start of this holiday... think gonna be a boring one.. cause quite alot of the my friends are going for this ITP this holiday... and i gonna be like stoning for this 6weeks... shall took as much as job this holiday...

i wanna to stop walking....Looking back my life... what have i done this months... this year... and hope that no regret is in my path.. no sadness... no life??(i am kidding)

yesterday have a long long chat with renjie... due to no last bus for him... so he stay at hougang until 2am... from the chat i have learn alot of things.. learn that forgive and forget is still the best words for life... learn that ages gap really matters...

Last paper... thursday

2009-09-01T11:23:00.000-07:00

I am just a stupid fool...

Feel to blog today

2009-08-29T04:24:00.000-07:00

I know my blog is so dead now... so just update what i doing this week....

Study and much more study had been done this week... and i am doing crazy things everyday... like tonning at donald's house for majong... scream at kmob.... sleep only 1.5 hours in 2days...

let talk about my paper... had a killer paper at wed and i finally had a chance to sit through 2hours paper and i totally can't predict what is my result this time... kinda of afraid to check this coming result... knowing i didn't do well. 3 paper left in a roll... but completely dun have study mood... feel so stress

cmcc have really much support... thank to renjie.. xiuxiu... milo... and many of you who tell me to jiayou...

Ya my life is lighten up by a special girl... i dunno when will the girl know how i feel about her and what is her feeling... wanted to know but afaird at the same time... become so coward nowaday...

愛はすばらしい事である

2009-08-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

everyone exam is coming... let study hard for it jiayou jiayou jiayou...

彼女は私の生命に現われる...

My worst stage ever

2009-08-06T11:00:00.000-07:00

Please allow me to type a word in this entry... this is my first time using and hope i not going to use it anymore...

FUCK!!!

The whole day is not belong to me today... feel so stress inside out... dead line is pushing me into grave and no mood to do anything... Today i have made a wrong choice... that is made everything right for others where i am going in the wrong path. When the start of my performance listen to my minus 1 everything is so wrong, still wishing that i could cancel the performance. i know i can't performance with that minus1 and i feel so helpless in the stage. My mind is not clear when i start to sing... the timing is all so wrong... i can feel it but there is nothing i can do. though my friends will support me but instate of helping i see people doing cross pose that make my pressure increase like hell... all in my mind is the "looking down on me" things... and the 4months things keep appear in my heads... why i feel this way??? i love singing... why can't i sing it my way... like basketball... why i keep doing what people like and not what i like...can't concentrate in the stage made my last part like hell i can't heard my voice other then the singing made by minus1... after the performance i feel angry... i lose temper to the mirror on the wall... looking at the mirror i wonder i work so much for what... i am still alone... i breakdown on the backstage... ya breakdown... with tears... i never feel so worst in my life before... i have no face to look at those who have listen to my lousy singing... or maybe i can't even sing... where are all my confident?? you are gone when i need you... no one notice me after the performance... that still joke around where they used to be... try to avoid people who i dun wanna to see. i will just stop singing for 4months as i promise and stop performing for the whole poly life...

This is when ya heart follow your mind....

Hot Temper!!!

2009-08-03T06:09:00.000-07:00

I am currently hot... so hot if you disturb me, i will become uncontrolled... maybe because of the steam i am studying...or the Dual Combustion didn't work inside my body... haiz... study? cca? relationship? friendship? report?.... i dunno what to do either...

i came to a conclusion that all the people out there is not me!! responsible, caring, considerate... i feel life is so low now... try to do the best sky as ever... wenwei slowly disappear i think i am not myself anymore... by wearing a mask... those who know wenwei is about to gone... is ok.. is alright? after secondary school end i never feel as bad as now... things never work in my ways anymore... got to study le... won't be blogging for a time being le ar...

Fishing with three rod....

New hair style

New hair style 2

Sorry.... i hate myself for once!!

2009-07-26T05:37:00.000-07:00

This week is so fish up for me... not because of the over spending in my pocket... and of cause not the timing of my sleep had change again... i couldn't sleep at night these few days... something had been my mind... not the dead-line of my assignment... is more then that... i really can't describe my feeling now... i feel that on one will save me... cause of my strong character... i feel so weak inside...

Sorry is what i had to say to a girl... actually this is the first time to try a relationship like this... i feel quite happy at first, but i don't feel really right about this... days pass... i feel more and more guilty, especially on the 1st month you do all those things to me... make me feel worst... i am worst then a beast... i know... at least i started to know... i shouldn't start all this... is so unfair to you.. i have to stop... so sorry if i had given fake hope... forgive me for not telling you face to face... hope you can find a better guy...

updated!!!

2009-07-09T09:30:00.000-07:00

Someone complain that i have dust and dirt in my blog... so i come back to clean it up...

Being busy almost everyday... outing after outing... assignment after assignment... less sleep after less sleep...

MONDAY = Morning lesson + Slack @ club house + Dinner @ koufu + 金牌球 @ clara+ With Kelly + Vocal class + Meet jason @ hougang point + L4D until morning

Tuesday = Lesson @ 11am + End @ 5 + Dinner @ Fc5 KFC!! + Laugh until coke is all over the floor + (L4D with Airpo + d = Airpod/?/?) + Crap @ Mac + Home Sweet Home + Sleep @ 4am(project)

Wednesday = Morning Lesson(I NEVER　ＬＡＴＥ！！！)　＋End @ 12noon + Go town with keniv, willson, clara and huiyan + TIRED!!! + Gong Fu milk tea + Stage +Meet kelly + HOme + Sleep at 3am

Thursday = Lesson @ 11 + Lunch @ koufu + Got Back result!! + Disturb lecture + Play lame game with donald , huiyun , ningzhen + Basketball with CADC + Kelly booo me from behide +Dinner @ Jurong point (Feast) + SHOPPING!! + Sent kelly home + Home!! + Blogging (Try to sleep at 2am)

Friday = Morning lesson + Report writing heaven touch yet(死了！) + No GEMS!! (I just remember) + Majong @ donald's house + Meet kelly??? + Dunno wat will happen le

yayaya... Had back all my result for MST le... some part not doing really good due to lack of study in the holiday... anyway whose stupid idea to put MST after a holiday??? nobody will study one lor... i never study... all last minute i can say... wahaha still can get 80+ is quite good le... Need to chiong studies this term!!! 加油　加油　加油！！！

CMCCIAN!!!

2009-06-30T06:15:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY OUTING AFTER COM MEET.... Those who coming reply through the tag here!!!

!st day of MST

2009-06-29T08:36:00.000-07:00

I was studying until 3 yesterday about the stupid topic but i didn't come out!! but the paper was easy... and i was late for 10min... lucky i can finish it in time... haha... My paper was done around 12 and i slack in the club house... study... playing...facebooking.... piano... haha... watching boys over flower... and crapping with my friends... okok... then i having dinner with kelly, xiuxiu, milo aka ester, hui yun and ning chen aka banana... @bgain lol...

This is how much xiuxiu eat!! OMG(Dun hide)

She ate $4 fried rice, horfan, and hokkien mee

Take a closer look

She look so blur!!!

I look so emo... Raining

wooooooooooooo!!

2009-06-25T00:45:00.001-07:00

MST IS DRIVING ME!!! CRAZY!!!

Hope everything will be fine after MST!!!

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAISEN!!!

hope you do well in ya MST and will be happy everyday everytime anywhere whenever who you with!!

Lastly cmcc, Airpo, WHACKYS!!! we all rock... jia you for MST... After MST let rock Jurong point!!
AND YOU TOO... PIGGY!!
okok going back to study~!!!

加油！加油~！加油~~！

Rain Won't Stay --- 郭采洁

Believe....

2009-06-21T02:47:00.000-07:00

wooooooo!!!!

feeling so good this weekends... finally some happy things fall under my nose... i had finally face the fact.. and welcome my new life... MST is going to start next week and i have no room to do other funny thing...

but i did... maybe i should put everything into it... every smile make me wanna laugh... and i am really happy... from the core of my heart... maybe i should do something crazy again...

but how long will it last?? dun make me too happy... i will fly one... funny why i writing this??

haha... MST!!!

天生一对 - 郭采洁 ^ 张栋梁

CMCC chalet that i won't forget...

2009-06-19T04:40:00.000-07:00

After this chalet... i find out 1 big reason why am i still hang out with them... They are too rock to be with... good frens... good bonding... good jokes... make me feel like i wanna to hang out with them forever...

Second K-BOX night was a totally discover things... they are finally together... and i think i am the last one to find out... Sob... but anyway... i feel happy for them... seeing their smile is what i should do from the beginning... stupid me... however i still wanna to say sorry... sorry for reviewing ya things without your permission.. hope you can forgive me... it is still high for that day... high as in we sing and sing from 7pm up to 2am... the the song list i still full after 2am... it is crazy night ever... When i sing those emo song i really felt like crying... wneh i singing high song i felt like i am jumping out of the world... so much acting of me... i think i can be a very good actor... this is no joke if you understand...

After the kbox... i though i am crazy... why i feel so down?... after listening to huiyan story i feel more down... what i can do is run away from the crowd and clear up my mind... this should be happy chalet, laughter should be dancing everywhere i go... my acting fail up to that stage... but soon i recover... talking all the ghost story to the cmccian... and succesfully scare huiyun, ningchen and eric... haha... is so funny to see how they react... sleep at 7 morning on that day...

After having BBQ at the 3rd night Majong all the way until 4 am +... played 2 and 1/4 round... feel very sleepy... i was acting so werid on the table... not acting like myself...therefore it prove that you can't play well majong when you got something on mind... haha... i lose quite alot... and i didn't sleep on that day... heard alot of story... told alot of story... she told me i am very stupid... and very noble... but this is me... i just wanna to see smiles around me

娱乐百分百
黑色幽默--贾立怡

New beginning... start from holiday

2009-06-14T00:32:00.000-07:00

Holiday is 1/3 over... i heaven start doing alot of my things... going high and low quite often made my thinking goes bad... no more mix feeling trapped in my heart i know what i want now... and now i will try to achieve for it in the next couple of months... after CADC camp... i seem to know who i am now... i am still a funny person that able to make people laugh... what facebook says is right... what huiyan say is right... I am always smiling that make people smile... that is me... that is wenwei for the last stuck... that is the reason for me to know more people... and bring more people to smile... but some don't need me anymore.. cause thay have reason to smile in their life... maybe to some people, i am just a passerby... but i am quite used to it...

yesterday i finally watch the 1st 3D movie ever by the name Monster VS Alien... with kelly... saw junjie when buying the ticket... and meet up with renjie, YL, 2 other freshish and YL's friends... (p.s all forget name le)... anyway they meet up and play smack Jack in the food court... said wanna to train for the chalet!!!

低調 - 张栋梁...

Getting high....

2009-06-04T09:17:00.000-07:00

A shopping outing has become a photo outing for us W.H.A.C.K.Y.S

and this is what happen...

It started by a flying U.F.O throw by meThen crazy things happen to us

Airpo start by finding their new wall paper(This is the best of all) and different drinks make us so high

Move the shooting ground to the toilet

I am the only one who face the side

YS spray hair for everyone

Now we are done with styling...

Move out of the shopping mall
and we are lost in the town
But we dun care much
we start to fool around
and pose everywhere we go

Airpo start to rock on the step

but someone said not nice.. so we take 2

take 3.. Clara look so angry

Last shoot

Part 2 (Jumping shoot)

Most artistic one

Finally to the station

Airpo taking with huiyan

Best moment of the pictures

The End

What a day!!

2009-05-31T09:22:00.000-07:00

whooo!! The thinking have kill me in weekdays... The seek of my weekends is finally here... and now is going to end soon...

This Saturday was a tiring day... although i had a 10hrs of power sleep + 2hrs of rest doing my tutorial... but what is going to happen was it is my friends birthday... Michelle's birthday hit me 2 days ago by Rodney and he is doing a cake for her and seek for my help for the deco. part(becasue he is lazy to do).. ho dear i was like totally not into it... after i finish the deco. part....

R: Huh!! What have you done??? So ugly!!
Me: Ugly meh.. no lor... i think is nice lor
R: wa!! you totally spoil my cake!! i work on it when you are still awake lei(1am ytd night)
Me: ar? really so ugly ma!! i think is fine lei... aiya nvm lor tell them i do the deco. one lor
R: Ok i call jason now and said i got nthing to do with the deco...

But in the end is nice de lor... anyway it a cheese cake...

haha.. After we done up with everything... we found out that the cake box is too small so he ask me to buy one bigger one up... and he told mr to go the shop and buy the biggest one... I do so and....

The box i buy (12 inch)The cake he bake(7 inch)

Zouk out at night... crazy place with alot of hot girls... first time going there and the entry fee is $33!! haha... still enjoyable there... picture upload if i am free

Pictures

2009-05-28T10:18:00.001-07:00

Airpo all the way!!

Finale 2

Found this drawing(All of them look alike)

Happy birthday keniv... (22th May)

Throw him out... he is too noise

Committee helper take 2

Committee helper take 1

The finale

The final winner of the mass game"不能说的古鸡鸡"

sky effect 1

sky with sunglass

sky with spec.

This is my group 不能说

MORE TO UPDATE

Camp is tiring but fun.... next chapter

2009-05-24T03:51:00.000-07:00

1)Finally is over!... Although now camp is over... but i am waiting what will happen next... will everyone suddenly change like last year? Or surprise after surprise will pop out? Who knows... just waiting for new story or chapter that flipping throughout day after day. maybe i feel kinda of boring of my life... i need some kind of enlightenment going on in life everyday... or else i will feel alone... whenever i finish my training, i just can't stand the "spoil" phone of mine... it does seem to light up or en-knowledge me something... The night seem like dead to me... What happen to me?

2)Give up! yes... this time round no one can affect me... when i heard that she is still affect by the guy... heart sunk... deep... give up is my only option... after the forever friend card... my story suddenly filp to the end at 02.25am yesterday night... hehe... what i can do is smile whenever i facing my friends... but i am not that hurt then last time... i will just wish you good luck and hope you find your happiness soon...

3)Let said some happy things... after the camp.. cmcc is still fill with laugher... and we are going to have a chalet on our holiday... wow... after so much work in camp finally we can relax ourself and give a break in this term... seriously i need this holiday right now... to find myself and discover a new chapter in my life... i can't stop here... i need to go forward... give me support friends

4) GPA 4

5）For detail of camp look after xiao han blog

6)Picture will uploaded when i get more...

幸福不灭。。。

Prepare for the camp...

2009-05-21T23:38:00.000-07:00

... wish me good luck in my camp... Come back in sunday

weekly blog...

2009-05-17T00:12:00.000-07:00

1) Now my blog has turn into weekly blog... where my freetime is only at weekend... i will try to update more each day... so stay tune every weekend in my blog...

2)I want to explain something... this week i learn quite alot of things... let me share it with all of you...

First if you having problem with someone... just speak it out... don't hide inside... it will cause alot of pain in later part...
If you are a peace maker... everyone will love it but some will hate.. and you may be easily forget by them...
let make it clear that this world don't have superman... so don't do everything that people ask you to do... (Some won't thank you for that)
One type of rice feed million type of peoples(Not only that)... and there is million types of "love" and million types of "like" and million kinds of relationship... and million kinds of hate... No matter what types you are just be yourself.

2) Let back track abit... my school day is like doing basketball training and the big cmcc camp... have not start my studying and keep track with all my friends... be prepare once my camp is over i will repay to all of you...

3) CAMP TRAIL... friday night was the start of my nightmare because i lost my voice after the icebreaking games... and my club has become a Left 4 Dead and movie club that night... they total enjoy the non air-con atomostsphere... and the "morning" walk has improve to 40+min by me... hope that everything is fine in the camp next week... and to yanglin please disappear in the basketball game...haha..

picture will update soon

希望全世界不要停电。。。

Trip to Joo koon alone.. (There is nothing there)

Too boring in train 1

Too boring 2

Having mac early morning in trail camp

United for camp is just like holding together

Mix feeling (Cheers)

2009-05-09T01:37:00.000-07:00

1) Am i doing the right choices?? From the start of my second year it become my main question in my head... never had this kind of feeling before... My life had been involving with music and basketball... CMCC, CADC and streetwave... and my 2 best friends... Emptyness swallow me when i was alone... in my room esp. Crazy thought goes around me... Not because of the lonely soul drive inside me... or someone have to go out from my life... I am still finding a reason for that... feeling so left out sometimes... thought is because of my age... or i am too gay?? or too over size...or maybe i live too far from my school... haha... it really doesn't matters anymore...

2)Fail to make everyone laugh like i used to be... Have no one to share my story, happiness and sadness anymore... feel like leave everything behide and start my new life somewhere... somewhere i can found myself... Those who have read this entry of my blog... sorry if i suddenly change into someone you really dunno... I had bad times too...not really as cheerful as what you all have think... i am just another emo shit

3)My friends said i have choose this path to become what i want... yea he is right... i just wanna to forget my PAST... my ex-life... my ex- N years... my ex- you... dun worry i never throw away.. i keep everything in a box... maybe N years later... i saw the box again... i might remember... sorry...

我不是真正的快乐。。。

"AIRPO" rocking...in the weekend

2009-05-03T09:21:00.000-07:00

going crazy after so much of work

yong sheng raping donald dog

yong sheng doing clara face... and she is so hot that we can't finish it

willison drawing done in 汉语桥

Take 1 in class

P.HOLIDAY + WEEKEND!!!!

1) After buying my RX-8 finally i can showdown with other members of "Airpo"... and "P.scandals"... ya right Initial D have become the top game for cmcc... esp for "Airpo"...

2)Friday night i was in JP take 1hour of transport there... meet clara, yong sheng, donald and keniv which come later play initial D until 11+.. then i got to know that i have a competition to watch next saturday morning which i know i need to wake up in 6+.. damn... the competition was quite boring, as some part i can really felt asleep ... luncky shimun was beside... or else i think i will just hide in a corner and sleep... after the 汉语桥。。。which is about noon only... we set our feet to someset for food...then we decidee to go kbox to have fun... we book 2 rooms for 11 peoples... haha and we enjoy there... sing, shout, act "airpo" there... haha...emo off... after the k session we set off to donald's house... play majong, slack and more slack....

3)Wat the hell....

1st week of the school...

2009-04-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

The first week of the school is suck at day... and is fun in the night...

WHAT SUCK??

T18A for this 5 days lesson.. oh my god... i am surrounding by non-study mood people... and those noise people on the back... i can't believe it here goes my 2 months holiday... still at holiday mood.. gosh.. bring me back to school...
Timetable suck on Tuesday and Thursday
I hate to wake up at 6.20am at Monday and Friday
Still can't sleep...
Report writing is so not fun...

WHAT FUN??

CMCCians of course
Wednesday after a boring meeting with officers when to Kmob one of my freshi turn up(she also the only one!)... thank you so much Amanda!!
Play piano in club house
Know how to play G note on guita
Friday is too fun...
Love my gems so much...
The 'AIRPO' & 油菜
When the volleyball hit on willson head...

Kmob with party boy jacket.

Kmob with light stucking in

'AIRPO' facing up look at Mars(火星花园)

'AIRPO' pointing at the Mars（火星花园）

'AIRPO' & 油菜 shooting poster for (火星花园)

Pictures for the 4 days long

2009-04-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

My brothers... They are very tired.. trust me.. see their face..

Donald , Grace, and Sky shoe

Signing off...

Bye Bye to xiuxiu...

Checking on people pic.. see got scandal anot

Still playing... never sleep all the way

Plan to ton at changi.. play with watercooler

My 1st meal at 3rd night

Same with everyone... donald still can eat

ESP milo.. look damn tired

Everyone look so tired after the K @ top 1
My partner draw one... Everyone sign except SOMEONE Feeding my partner

Cutting cake

And bite out... see my face... YS did it one

Start to blow candles

Look super cool... the 4 means April

The cake look very big.. thank guys

This is the cake for me and grace (CUTE?)

The pikachu on the cake... is now for me...

See the cream on my face?? done by keniv..

My cake... my name...

More will be upload tml

A LONG 4 DAY....TON & TON

2009-04-20T08:19:00.000-07:00

Wa... i couldn't believe it... i actually sleep just 13hrs in 4dayzz... i should be crazy or something... and worst thing is school start at 8 morning after that 4 dayzz...

First Day

Know i am going to have a rehearsal tomorrow morning 8+... trying to sleep at 2am and someone ringing me up... So to be a listener i chat to her until 4+... and wake up at 6+ the next morning... like a blink... (don't really feel like i have sleep)

Going to school like a hell thing to me that day... and the rehearsal part really give me alot of headach... lucky YS never complain about it and try to help out by performacing a English song... thank man.. then after the rehearsal they(ISC) recomment us to rehearsal again on 6+ so i between 3 of us go show ... quite a nice show... but i sleep a little... haha

Then went back to rehearsal drag until 9+ and put aeroplane to someone(very very very sorry)
and Sleep on 2+ that day.... which still need to go for ISC camp..

that night...

after bath i saw a YS miss call and a msg (1+)... so eventually i call back the miss call first...

ME:喂。。。你找我啊？
YS: 哇靠。我不是SMS你了吗？你打来打来干什么。。你还我一个钟头来。。。
ME: hooo 对不起。。。哈哈。。拜拜。。。

2ND DAY

okok... today not so bad for me... morning after the performance go for lunch... meet Alvin and keniv.. then buy present for someone in cmcc... because i don't how to fold stars... sob... but at least i buy something... then go back school.... play basketball with Alvin.. lose all the way... not on form... then start the meet... i start the meeting with abit serious tone... cause we are really lag of time...

Then suddenly the light goes off... and the happy birthday song was sang... actually i know it was planned for grace... but to my surprise they sing 2 english one for same time and it is me!! shock.. i still blur blur sing in chinese... congrat... this is my first time i was shock in my birthday... that is still a long way before my birthday too... SO SHOCK...

Then we have a cake war after yongsheng put the cake on my face... haha.. it is so fun... and i manage to let yongsheng , donald, keniv, alvin get dirty with cake... and the last victim is CLARA... haha but only abit... (she hide in the girls toliet most part of the war)

I want to give my thank to everyone in CMCC without you all my SP life will not be colour by laugher and happiness... and thank Liemen and my partern yanglin for planning this...

After that we go Midnight Ksinging at Top1 with yongshen, willson, donald, jun feng, milo, Leimen, shimun and grace.. think i never miss out any one... haha... until 6 at the mornnig.. long time never sing until my voice break into pieces...

Fun trip...

2009-04-18T02:35:00.000-07:00

12 April 2009...

Going to Malaysia early in the morning... and i reach at 8.05am... and i am still 对人性是有信心... anges reach first follow by weiting... then ken reach... and we wait until 9.30!!! haha 对人性是有信心 cannot really apply here... but anyway the in-charge in Malaysia 阿天 taking us in... let not do so much writing... i will just upload some photo... please enjoy....

The track of the day

mi, anges and weiwei...

She want to be rocker with de xiao mei

sleepy 二人组

OMG she look cool with these....

The victim of the day...

stupid day...

2009-04-11T11:45:00.000-07:00

Let leave this place for me to blog... going to sleep now... waking up at 7 morning!!...

Somehow i only have the time to write blog now... yesterday was like zombie life... so tired...

I wake up at 10+ after a 12 hours sleep... going to my work place @ East Coast to my surprise someone was earlier then me... wow *CLAP CLAP* for her... Other surprise had hit me too... i got more then 5 training today... Lucky it rain around 3 to 7... and finally i got a chance to know a new member from streetwave... Ryugi... don't ask me how to pronouns...haaha... Alvin told me to meet them at woodland at 8.30am MORNING ... and i told Alvin 我对人性是有信心的。。。

After work I meet rodney for a late night movie since he asked in the morning... And we watched this:

No question.. this is a very nice show that everyone of you will sure want to watch... But my friend did sleep through half of the show... We are both tired on the day... i can't just understand why he can just knock off in such a good movie... waste $$..

RATING: 4.5 / 5 (BECAUSE MY FRIEND SLEEP!!)

Good Friday... good mood...

2009-04-10T03:30:00.000-07:00

A day before Good Friday...

1)woo... having a trial camp overnight till Good Friday... Anyway 陪 Jason for the last meal before he go to Taiwan training... 3 weeks can't see mine best buddy.. sob...

2)Trial camp today and i know it in the last minute time... go to SAS to request for air-con... and talking crap with ning... haha.. she was so funny... Then having dinner at Clementi... Subway... and i sit beside jiajun(kaisen aka 三老婆) and he is too afraid of me... like i could swallow him up... i make melissa really jealous... haha pluz they don't have mood to eat.. kaisen still call for double meat and cheese... hope he is alright after eating everything...

SUBWAY sitting so close together

After a full meal... we decided to walk all the way from clementi back to our school... Is it crazy?? however we have fun walking back by singing all those chinese pop song... cool right... although i was abit sick from my nose up to my head...but i just bear with it... Played basketball with Alvin, (Project Scandal) he is a all rounder player... quite strong... haha...

Night walk is so piss to me... cause no one is listening to me... everyone is just talking loudly at 1am+... took bath after the night walk... clara is like having the "Nobody but you" virus she keep singing and dancing that song... haha... because to let you all know what is about this song.. so do enjoy...

Before the dawn is out... Ray, Gracey and Shimun, Milo is training their duet... what i can do was sitting there and watch.. feel so empty... where my partner?? Yang i need you... haha...

After sleeping for 2hrs... I wake by the crowd which is going to play more games at T11.. What i couldn't believe it is... me and yongsheng actually lost at the wacko game(Maybe because I just wake up)... holy shit... god like... and what happen to us is... forget it picture paint a thousand words... abit NC16... so children below 16 please skip the pictures...

THE WORST FORFEIT

Just update....

2009-04-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

Got some pictures... so i post it out enjoy... haha

Having pic with my sis.. i look so dead...

Party boy jacket lent from kevin.. super cool

It is time to save the earth

WA long long time since i play this le...

look super odd...

Recaping

2009-04-05T10:02:00.000-07:00

Last X2 sunday... i was in Malaysia... with my company STREETWAVE... We had a event at Tampoi Giant... waking up at 7, reached woodland 8.30 and waited to 9+.... haha this is not the main point... the main point IS WE HAD A GREAT FUN THERE..

Mine job there was acting referee , cones picker, track cleaner, joker, baseball player and wrestler

Referee : Because is a competition so we actually act as referee...

Cones picker: After our break, when we came back to our station the track was like having a world war... And we have to clear the track at the end of the day... (Our track made up of cones)

Track cleaner: We need to ensure the track is clear and safe to use... so we try it every time when get started

Joker: Having some free time so that mine part time job to everyone there...

Baseball Play: Woo.. I need to explain about it ... after the event we tried to keep everything, cones, tapes... and we roll a tape into a ball type shape... and start a mini war game yourself... What came into my mind was i saw Alvin chase after David... so i throw my weapon(The round tape) into David when he ran full speed agaist me... He lying on the fall and growl into pain... haha.. i never miss..

Wrestler: Lazy to write le just watch...

The track

They are waiting for their turns

And here he go....

she wan a big hat for her small head

Hugging pikaku.. emoing

This is the wrestling part

See his hand... it is struck with tape

Trying to help.... He still can laught

sky is raining....

2009-04-04T22:26:00.000-07:00

raining = emo = bad things happens = thinking and much more thinking...
just hate raining... cannot do so much things... so start to blog lor....

1) What i am doing now???

listening to my music @ my work place...
blogging
play facebook
feel like chatting
Emo @ work place
i am raining.. (sky)
hahaahah
%#$#!$#@#$#@$
going crazy
thinking of someone...

BREAKFAST.... S.H.E

2009-04-02T10:57:00.000-07:00

THEY ARE SO CUTE.... LOVE THEM SO MUCH...

ENJOY THE BREAKFAST... S.H.E

April fool... i am a fool

2009-04-01T21:06:00.000-07:00

After the dark march.... finally we reach the crazy April...

1) April fool... yea... manage to buff people around my friends... not that you are too stupid... is i too brilliant... What i do is sending this message...

"Wenwei having a accident 3hrs ago .And now having coma in hospital. So if you wanna to pay a visit of my son please do reply back"

After sending this message... STREETWAVE Alvin call.... i just act as my father and talk to them... and i told them to come to April fool hospital and they broke into laugh... wahaha... then more people calling back and sms back... some thought that will believe become so clever this time... maybe they are warn... haha... One of my best friend Rodney also believe it and he is the last to call... haa after cursing me he asking me out of supper...talking thought the night until morning... however i still cannot really sleep... 朋友。。谢谢你们

2)Last night have a long talk again... finally back to normal as her wish... talking laughing like we use to be... i maybe can understand why rodney is doing this... i will be right by your side whenever you need me...and support your any action you might be doing... and if you wanna find a place to scold or cry... i always be there...

Waiting...

2009-03-31T03:03:00.000-07:00

made up my mind... try to forget it but can't...
this time round i finally wanted to tell you somethings...

i can't control myself... my soul is burning inside my heart.. ya.. i have reach the 2nd level... and if you want to tell the whole world.... i will tell them for you... i dun like to hid inside a cave and waiting for the lights to appear... thinking works for my head but not for my heart... i just wanna an answer... even it is a "good man cards" or "bad man cards" or somethings esle... i will just keep my five sences shut... and wait for it... is ok you can still be back to normal... but not for me now...

haha... forgot to laught... lol

The Story

2009-03-29T20:10:00.000-07:00

泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过难过过了天晴朗了我就走

林: 你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦在你的面前我不必保留还来不及对你说迟到的我的心动

泳:你的好你的坏

林: 我的脾气你最懂

泳:我不要你心疼我(林: 我不要你离开我)

合:明天的以后我们会懂失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情

林: 因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气

林: 其实也想好好爱你

泳:只怕到最后不小心让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)

合: 对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起

林: 最后看你在别人怀里

泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)

合: 还微笑祝福你

泳:爱情总让人折磨

林: 所以我们才选择

合: 做比情人更好的朋友

"Other things"--48hrs

2009-03-29T09:48:00.000-07:00

Heaven really sleep for more then 48hrs... what i was doing in this 48hrs is thinking and thinking... it make my minds become really slow... finally i decided to face up everything but after reading the blog i know i was too late for the "" i have done 48hrs ago... actually should i say i regret the moment i told you about this...

ya... really regret... and sorry for all the problem i had gave to you... i just dun wish to hurt you... 我知道我连第二顺位都不配。。。对不起。。。

Endless march...

2009-03-25T09:10:00.000-07:00

too many things happen around me.... or i can say lot of things happen in the March... hope it will end soon...

This is the result from my birthday... i find it very true... maybe something will happen on that day:

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see

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Except the "tends to regret" part.... haha

2009-03-23T21:05:00.000-07:00

Time to have some lazy update....
no more hiding of me...

1) Lazy update...

Just got back my result week ago with abit of disappointment... never do well in some of the part but i will try harder next sem...

Talking to someone on the phone in the late afternoon... share alot of our experience toward a silly topic out of boreness... never had i having a happy chit-chat with someone else for long time ago... feel so happy and scare...

Rodney call me for supper at 1am... i thought i can finish the 射雕英雄转 by that day...and i have to choose between show and my friend... so i decided to go for supper cause i was too hungry for watching the show...

Then when we having noodles and brotherhood chit-chat... and this go on for at least 3 hours.. was so tired... problems flying all over his and my face... he shouted at least 2 times in the bus stop... for me i always a happy-go-lucky person... but i almost shout out too...

2009-03-19T20:46:00.000-07:00

欢迎搭乘思念客运

我们现在即将从回忆出发

沿着遗憾一直走到青春

左转往事到达纪念日

接着会经过失落和舍得。

然后从懂事离开

上行珍惜公路

直达沧海桑田

我们要追逐祝福的潮水。

一起往温柔前进，最后抵达目的地

最幸福的海。

Guess where am i now?

2009-03-12T08:36:00.000-07:00

dadada...

guess guess guess...

where am i...

i am in Yong sheng house staying overnight...
cause going to sch early tml... so finding a nearer place to spend...
and mi and donald have agree to stay over at "社长" house...

done here... nothing to write...

2009-03-10T09:43:00.000-07:00

cmcc booth...

alvin is working

working again

SPCMCC rock~!

for more video go to http://noellesays.wordpress.com/

NO TIME TO BLOG!!!!

2009-03-10T09:07:00.000-07:00

Really have no time now... 24hours is really not enough time for doing my suffs...

so having a quick update...

- came back form chalet sleep like there is no tomorrow... but still need to get back to my work...

-find job with shimun and rodney... but fail..

-go school for cmcc meeting

-got post to "programme coordinater" which i still don't know what it really do... haha

-go pub with peilin, xiuxiu, cyn and donald (underage) which someone who plan this never come...

-Work at weekend 10hours straight each day... and sale is good at sunday... but got stupid customer... spoil my whole day mood... which i lazy to metion now

-go drink tea on midnight 1 o'clock with rodney.... 2hours of talking

-having enrollment starting from today... and we have a booth... to promote cmcc... aim for 100 people...

-sleepy again...

wow i didn't realise i can do so many things in a week... and i completly go crazy today.. after that short enrollment.. i sing superwoman at Kmoberly in vitas range... going to lose voice.. let pray hard for my success tml... (at least 3minutes of praying if you she this...)... ok cheers going to end here...

Chalet... scandal...

2009-03-06T08:28:00.000-08:00

aaaaaarrrrrrrr I have totally no pictures to show you... wait until i gather more... so bear with me...

Day1

Reach at 9+... saw people playing majong.. don , ken , alvin and forgot the fourth person... and one more jia jun
bath...
and slack....
finally more people came in... Yong sheng, shimun, jun fong, renjie... but still nothing much to do... and started to play card... Then some of them go back to majong and i found out that i was BAN in majong table.... reason... to pro... wat the fish...

when to backyard join those who also have nothing to do... sing song... choose a very emo one... then i started to dance at the backyard... and people think i am crazy... or simply too high...

sleep around 5.. no pictures

Day2

wake at 12.... invited to majong table finally...
win... yang lin and junjie join us later... then five of us go out eat at 6... was super hungry... go downtown... go arcade saw new things to play "Jubeat"wow... crazy over it so i bought the card which cost mi $6/= and i never even touch it... oh man... then we started to K in kbox.. first time with some of you.. like shimun jiajun and renjie... and the kbox services is not very good... No proper greeting, no smile... no light in the kbox... haha.. luckly i am in good mood.. never go complain... sing until 2am...go back.... then go out to the beach again ... saw alot of crows flying... blow wind... (p.s don't what i am writing... )zzzzz... sleep at 6...

Rainy sunday

2009-03-05T05:55:00.000-08:00

SUNDAY

Packing the chalet things in the morning... Two things that will be happen today..

1) Company birthday.. celebrating

2)CMCC Chalet...

Then went to work with two big bags...

what happen is it rain again... no customer... no entertainment... no food...

so we started to play in the rain....and it flood the whole store...haha...

I also try swaveboarding in the rain...

FLOODING....

hiding in the rain...

Me hiding in ther rain

Sailing in raining day Swaveboarding in the rain

Rain rain go away

come away another day

The rain contiune to fall till evening.. so have no choice but to close shop early.. then we set our foot into honk kong cafe for our dining... and this is my first time stepping inside the cafe... i called a rice with cheese and beef on top..(forget what it call le... p.s) and waiting for the organizer to be there with the cake she made... and we celebrate company 1st year birthday...

Everyone was playing and joking around... it was full of laugher and joy in the cafe... never laught until like that since the year start...

Rice with cheese and beef chip on top

(Again forget what it call)

The cake deco. that Lin mei made

Devil bosses

Pity the cake!(Cake: Help me!)

SREETWAVE ROCK!

Going to blog my chalet but lazy to write plus don't have lot of pic...

Hate... Raining

2009-02-22T07:39:00.000-08:00

Sunday (Raining Day)

Ring ring ring... 10 o'clock... wow amazing... I sleep almost 16 hours... never had i sleep so long since my fever... haha... going for work and waited for Ken to open the store... then the worst thing had come... it rains... on and off...

Hate raining... thinking of alot of things.. in my mind... thinking about you... thinking about why you said so harsh thing towards me... i know my weakness... but it also mt strong point... i dun like to change... i am who am i... that all... i just want to be myself... can i?

Raining Raining please go away...

Ken draw this from sat to sun....
"SWAVEBOARD SUMMERDAY"

Raining in the summer

Road to watch S.H.E...

2009-02-22T04:54:00.000-08:00

saturday 12.00am

Reached simei and was sitting on the field... lucky we buy newspaper before we are shifted inside.. what the hell.. Is this how they treat S.H.E fans??... sitting there and got beaten by 6 legged creatures unknown... what if its rain?? that why i said they have no brain.. anywhere we(Rodney & I) sit there and started to play game... then we actually found out that alot of our friends is there.. like Michelles' company and Alans' company(Not sure the name!)... Then there is a girl who is damn friendly or should i say over friendly to us... she want us to take care of her's bag although i want to reject but i found out i not good in rejecting people... ho man... Her excuse is to write a letter to S.H.E and she hide in coffee shop near that place... Rodney suggest to throw her bag over to the other side...haha

saturday 6.30am

After more then 2hrs of sleep finally they moving the place from the field to a solid ground then after a short while we finally move into East Mall... Sad to say at first we reach that place only 70~80 peoples is in-front of us... but when we started to move in suddenly more then 150 of them is in-front of us... shock... Next time if i reach first i will sell away my place to people.. haha $10/= a place and they will be behind me... haha.. Having breakfast at BurgerKing...haha... and i got a fake bomb message in bugis... haha

saturday 2.00pm

Finally... let welcome the best girls band in 21st centuries... S.H.E haha.. after 1 year 7 months of waiting... Selina and Eila was somehow wearing the same type of dress but in different colour... and Hebe was wearing a tight t-shirt... At beginning they act they are FM S.H.E... Hebe voice as 喜碧夫人 is so sexy... Then they change back to S.H.E to answer some of their fans question... after the FM933 event, they sing 宇宙小姐 and 安静了.. and Hebe actually forget a part and do funny faces... she is so cute... and funny... and finally they start to sign album for everyone... pictures will be uploaded... but i will upload some 1st... and Jason you really own me a big one... haha..

We are finally in the shopping mall

S.H.E was anwsering question from DJ

looking up their fans at top floor

Hebe and Eila was so cute

Hebe is talking to Eila

Hebe is blur...

They are talking LIVE at East Mall

Emoing...

"Wow a gift for so many friends"

Good way for photo... nice

Take 2...

Answering fans question

2nd level

Full view

Finally they start to sing...

Eila singing pose

Singing 安静了

Give funny face after sing wrong things

Hebe Jiayou...

shout for holiday... arrrrrrrrrr

2009-02-18T03:10:00.000-08:00

Sunday

Wake up early for work.. got more photo shot for stuns and tricks..

only me and david was there... what the hell...

and we do the same thing over and over again to get the right effect.. was harder then i thought.. but still manage to get some awesome pictures..

flying in the air

Pose number 1

Pose number 2

pose with david... the best pic

wow something has happen... the shop in front of us has finally open into hand trick shop..

dun understand?... they sell things like fire sticks... devil sticks... etc..
they even sell sexy dress for performers.. haha..

This is the shop i mention... super cool...

dun wear ya cap too long you will be like this...

study for test now...

HOLIDAYZZZZ!!!!

Wednesday

self declare... No more exam... No more test... nthing to do with school anymore...

take a break... basketball... streetwave... working... comics...bloging...watch movie... play left4dead... sleep 12hours a day... training... gym... play... chalet... cycling... CCA...spend more time with you...

so many things to do... can't wait to get back in school on the April.. yeah...

13th friday...

2009-02-14T00:42:00.000-08:00

13th friday

Skip school today...
keep thinking it is a bad day... play basketball in the morning with my 2 buddy...
one of them going to other country because of NS... haha..

lesson learn: if you plan something.. dun plan it far from you.. do it now.

meet my dear dear haha she bought me a shirt for Valentines' Day.. and i dunno when she bought it... so suprise cause we decided to postpone to other day... haha.. and i didn't bought anything for her.. :(

then i went to east coast for photo shooting.... while we playing with swaveboard...
weiting was there... it was so fun out there...
and the "Give mi five pose" was the longest shot...
picture will be updated...

one and two and go....

streetwave gang

late dinner... due to 13th friday... sob...

new shirt... thx dear...

emoing...

I have sin...

2009-02-10T03:36:00.000-08:00

I have sin...
that make the one i love cry again....

althought i felt bad about it... but i can't control it...
i hate myself for doing this..
why can't she just place mi 1st in her heart...
why can't she think of me whenever what she do...
why can't she just do what she want and ignore what ppl say...

"you rule ya own world" issn't what you teach me from the start?

actually i am not complaining...
I am just thinking why i can't get over it...
i just wanna to see you smile, see you laught...
but i am not smiling...do you feel it??

just abit more understanding..
just abit more time...
just abit more sharing and it will work for mi...

hope everything will goes well...

Busy weekend...

2009-02-08T07:52:00.000-08:00

This is my 1st time having blog... wonder who is the first few that read it...
haha... anyway just enjoy while reading it... (beware... people who read my blog no hard feeling k)
This is what we took on friday... on david birthday..

it is a great party

Saturday...

Going out with my 2 best friends, thought of playing (left 4 dead) but there is no slots for us...
so... we got nthing to do but to play pool..

After that we went Botak Jones near cineleisure to makan.. haha i call a steak meal(Med rare) that cost about $15... it so nice that i leave it the last to eat...

Then i meet peilin @ SP to suprise one of our friend.. but it fail somehow, thank to someone..

Sunday...

Is my most respect lecture in ITE yishun celebrating his new born girl 1st mth...

Last minute buying things for her... because i think giving AngBao is abit werid werid...and i bought a dress for her furture use..with peilin of coz... lol reach that place saw eldrin (The most i hate to see in ITE.. Hope he dun see it)... and peilin is looking at the baby gal and hope she will wake up and smile at her... sad to say the baby gal having a power nap that last until we going back...

Then i when to work... mac for dinner...

aaarrrrrrrrrrrr and i heaven study my final test tml....
haha.... back to study mode...

thks for viewing!!

2009-02-07T07:49:00.001-08:00

I had help u to delete the both post alrdy!!
thks me of ur blogskin and decoration!
& pls dun mess around the html in ur blog without ppl guiding.
hahahahahahahas

u may start linking ppl around.
but i will link mine 1st before the other.
hahas!! faster get use to ur blog la!
dun complaint things with me liao hor.
stupid!!

from the haker Jiamin**
real blooded sister~