This week of school is pretty up and down...

I got pretty much to say... but i think i will be turn down again... being a listener is not a easy task... especially in a big group... A wrong statement may lead to alot of misunderstanding... Actually i begin to be tired... i can't even manage friendship now... In one of the group i began to be very quiet... can't enter to their topic... feel so left out... but i know is my fault... i am the one who have started it... i dunno too... i think i wanna to be alone for some time...

On the other hand i wanna to thank someone... yuping and jason... they really have the power to make me smile again... especially yuping... she know i am down even though i act nothing... thank ping... jason too... cheer mi up in facebook... thank thank...

D&D finally ended... i think i dun make any comment here... alot of people having fun... so let end it with a smile... :)

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~SKY~
fell in love with music @ 1:54 AM

dun dare... dun dare... my lip is seal again... by a force...

no one will know how hurt am i... This is the first time though of giving up without telling her... like my effort wasted and throw into dustbin... i know someone will laugh at me... i am just a fool... feel so empty... this year is just like a curse to me... i am tired... i need to rest...

Sorry...sorry to my friends like Airpo... WACKYS... jason, rodney... i know our time together has been lesser... i know is my fault...about D&D oso... forgive me... i will try to catch up what i had lost...

i dunno what happen to me... feel so lost... feel so empty... school reopen tml... hope everything will be fine...

全世界不懂無所謂

Labels: airpo, feeling, life

~SKY~
fell in love with music @ 10:07 PM

Workshop was fun... love the people there... although i think i screw up cause i actually back out when i was on stage... but Learning will never stop... control of my temper improve... i learn to accept that people are not me... even i am doing the mistake... Nobody will be prefect... or is prefect... so tired after the workshop... this is the first time i actually sleep in Friday kmob... and light off before 1am...

Next day was Milo birthday... need to wake up early in the morning to take back PA system from ming wei... and got to know one of his friend , Misty, felt that her vocal really nice... then meet others people at Msquare to catch a movie called... (erm..) Something about the meatball and scientist(PS: Lazy to think..) then when to Aston for dinner... Although is a surprise but somehow milo know about it from the start thank to kelly... haha... Milo is so regret about it...he told us aftermath... was so tired while eating... sang 4x happy birthday song... for milo, leonard, joedi and Vanessa...after that go watch the fountain at Suntec...took alot of pictures... after sending everyone home we went to senbawang for a nice chat... reach home next morning... then work... then ton again... haha...

~SKY~
fell in love with music @ 4:40 AM