BUT i found out this to be a meaningful trip after all... As i was pointed as a lighting man listening to their skid 'Seek for a Change'. Though the story i asked myself :"What am i going to change in life?"... First though thinking about my bad experiences from secondary school, i have been changing a lot to be a better man... but is this enough?... Everyone now tell me the first impression of me is... 'high', 'active' and etc... but who have really saw another part of me... 'uncertain','attention seeker','confuse'... everyone have bad point to say about.. today maybe about me... next day maybe about another person...However changes will be done, is just that we are always the last one to know... either good or worst... For the stage i am now... i am really uncertain uncertain and uncertain... i won't think myself as not good person anymore... this is at most i can done... to reach a certain stage i have to do a lot more... by not hiding myself... nor express myself... i will just stay cool, just stay high, just stay fake*... sky is still sky... I will only have to believe in myself and just be me...
For the person who think i am weird... Ya.. it is me after all.. is just my another parts of the sky... but i know what to do... i am still a simple me... things aren't going to change after all... whatever i do.. sky is still up there.. blues... Waiting...
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