1) Am i doing the right choices?? From the start of my second year it become my main question in my head... never had this kind of feeling before... My life had been involving with music and basketball... CMCC, CADC and streetwave... and my 2 best friends... Emptyness swallow me when i was alone... in my room esp. Crazy thought goes around me... Not because of the lonely soul drive inside me... or someone have to go out from my life... I am still finding a reason for that... feeling so left out sometimes... thought is because of my age... or i am too gay?? or too over size...or maybe i live too far from my school... haha... it really doesn't matters anymore...

2)Fail to make everyone laugh like i used to be... Have no one to share my story, happiness and sadness anymore... feel like leave everything behide and start my new life somewhere... somewhere i can found myself... Those who have read this entry of my blog... sorry if i suddenly change into someone you really dunno... I had bad times too...not really as cheerful as what you all have think... i am just another emo shit

3)My friends said i have choose this path to become what i want... yea he is right... i just wanna to forget my PAST... my ex-life... my ex- N years... my ex- you... dun worry i never throw away.. i keep everything in a box... maybe N years later... i saw the box again... i might remember... sorry...

我不是真正的快乐。。。

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~SKY~
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