whooo!! The thinking have kill me in weekdays... The seek of my weekends is finally here... and now is going to end soon...

This Saturday was a tiring day... although i had a 10hrs of power sleep + 2hrs of rest doing my tutorial... but what is going to happen was it is my friends birthday... Michelle's birthday hit me 2 days ago by Rodney and he is doing a cake for her and seek for my help for the deco. part(becasue he is lazy to do).. ho dear i was like totally not into it... after i finish the deco. part....

R: Huh!! What have you done??? So ugly!!
Me: Ugly meh.. no lor... i think is nice lor
R: wa!! you totally spoil my cake!! i work on it when you are still awake lei(1am ytd night)
Me: ar? really so ugly ma!! i think is fine lei... aiya nvm lor tell them i do the deco. one lor
R: Ok i call jason now and said i got nthing to do with the deco...

But in the end is nice de lor... anyway it a cheese cake...


haha.. After we done up with everything... we found out that the cake box is too small so he ask me to buy one bigger one up... and he told mr to go the shop and buy the biggest one... I do so and....

Labels: event

~SKY~
fell in love with music @ 9:22 AM

Labels: cmcc, event

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fell in love with music @ 10:18 AM

1)Finally is over!... Although now camp is over... but i am waiting what will happen next... will everyone suddenly change like last year? Or surprise after surprise will pop out? Who knows... just waiting for new story or chapter that flipping throughout day after day. maybe i feel kinda of boring of my life... i need some kind of enlightenment going on in life everyday... or else i will feel alone... whenever i finish my training, i just can't stand the "spoil" phone of mine... it does seem to light up or en-knowledge me something... The night seem like dead to me... What happen to me?

2)Give up! yes... this time round no one can affect me... when i heard that she is still affect by the guy... heart sunk... deep... give up is my only option... after the forever friend card... my story suddenly filp to the end at 02.25am yesterday night... hehe... what i can do is smile whenever i facing my friends... but i am not that hurt then last time... i will just wish you good luck and hope you find your happiness soon...

3)Let said some happy things... after the camp.. cmcc is still fill with laugher... and we are going to have a chalet on our holiday... wow... after so much work in camp finally we can relax ourself and give a break in this term... seriously i need this holiday right now... to find myself and discover a new chapter in my life... i can't stop here... i need to go forward... give me support friends

4) GPA 4

5）For detail of camp look after xiao han blog

6)Picture will uploaded when i get more...

幸福不灭。。。

Labels: cmcc, event, feeling, life, problem

~SKY~
fell in love with music @ 3:51 AM

... wish me good luck in my camp... Come back in sunday

~SKY~
fell in love with music @ 11:38 PM

1) Now my blog has turn into weekly blog... where my freetime is only at weekend... i will try to update more each day... so stay tune every weekend in my blog...

2)I want to explain something... this week i learn quite alot of things... let me share it with all of you...

Labels: cmcc, feeling

~SKY~
fell in love with music @ 12:12 AM

1) Am i doing the right choices?? From the start of my second year it become my main question in my head... never had this kind of feeling before... My life had been involving with music and basketball... CMCC, CADC and streetwave... and my 2 best friends... Emptyness swallow me when i was alone... in my room esp. Crazy thought goes around me... Not because of the lonely soul drive inside me... or someone have to go out from my life... I am still finding a reason for that... feeling so left out sometimes... thought is because of my age... or i am too gay?? or too over size...or maybe i live too far from my school... haha... it really doesn't matters anymore...

2)Fail to make everyone laugh like i used to be... Have no one to share my story, happiness and sadness anymore... feel like leave everything behide and start my new life somewhere... somewhere i can found myself... Those who have read this entry of my blog... sorry if i suddenly change into someone you really dunno... I had bad times too...not really as cheerful as what you all have think... i am just another emo shit

3)My friends said i have choose this path to become what i want... yea he is right... i just wanna to forget my PAST... my ex-life... my ex- N years... my ex- you... dun worry i never throw away.. i keep everything in a box... maybe N years later... i saw the box again... i might remember... sorry...

我不是真正的快乐。。。

Labels: life

~SKY~
fell in love with music @ 1:37 AM

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fell in love with music @ 9:21 AM